The Library Archives are a compilation of all my works--past, present, and those in progress. They are organized by fanfiction and original fiction. The stories are generally ordered from newest to oldest, and their status--either complete, incomplete, or, in some cases, abandoned.  Some of the links below revert back to my old writing journal, so don't be alarmed if the link opens a new window that links to a different journal. They're still my work, just under my old pen name.  To navigate, click the titles to be directed to the stories.
/>Title:  Secondhand Smoke</a>
Pairings: Uruha/Reita
Bands: GazettE
Rating: PG

Summary: When lonely nights come calling, it's always nice for Uruha to have a fallback in his best friend of fifteen years--even if sometimes, he isn't sure who either of them are or what they are.

Status: Complete. 

Title: Hush
 Parings: Ruki/OMC
Bands: GazettE/White Noise
Rating: G

Summary: Ruki is dying of throat cancer, and slowly but surely losing his ability to form words. In his final days, he and his lover look back on shared memories, and Ruki takes on a project to ease the aftermath of his passing.

Status: Complete.




Title:  Best Laid Plans
Pairings: Ruki/OMC
Bands: GazettE/White Noise
Rating: NC-17

Summary:  After several weeks of Ruki's lover being on tour, leaving him behind and restless, Shinji's homecoming is a little more than what he was expecting.

Status: Complete.


Title: Distractions
Pairings: Ruki/OMC
Bands: GazettE/White Noise
Rating: PG-13

Summary: Unable to focus on his work, Ruki decides to engage his lover in a little bit of recreational dirt-talk, in the hopes of claiming his attention for himself.

Status: Complete.


Title: Stay
Pairings: Ruki/OMC
Bands: GazettE/White Noise
Rating: PG

Summary: A casual Sunday morning walk with the dog ends tragically, and Ruki's lover must learn to cope with the loss of the man he has grown to love, surrounded by things that remind him of the vocalist.

Status: Complete.


Title:  Unzipped
Pairings: Ruki/Reita
Bands: GazettE
Rating: PG-13

Summary: During a routine photoshoot, Ruki is entirely unable to keep his hands to himself--much to Reita's dismay and discomfort. Things get a little out of hand, and Ruki's teasing can sometimes go a little too far.

Status: Complete.


Title: Skin Tight
Pairings: Ruki/OMC
Bands: GazettE/White Noise
Rating: PG-13

Summary: During a live performance, Ruki allows his thoughts to wander while on stage, with shocking--and comical,  results for both the rest of the band, and the audience.

Status: Complete.



Title: Bedside Manner
Pairings: Ruki/Reita
Bands: GazettE
Rating: G

Summary:  Reita, unable to get to sleep, calls Ruki up in a plea for his assistance in helping him find that one thing he just can't get to sleep without.

Status: Complete.


Title: Counting Backwards
Pairings: Ruki/OMC
Bands: GazettE/White Noise
Rating: G

Summary: Ruki's musings about his feelings and misgivings about his lover, and an overall outpouring of his inner thoughts to that effect. Slightly angsty, slightly mushy. An even mix of both, overall.


Status: Complete.


Title: Cuddles
Pairings: Reita/OMC
Bands: GazettE/White Noise
Rating: G


Summary: Reita's lover has a bit of a phobia problem. The type of phobia, however, is a bit unexpected and leaves him in search of comfort from the bassist.
Bands:

Status: Complete.



Title: Cuppycake
Pairings: Reita/OMC
GazettE/White Noise
Rating: G

Summary: Reita's lover has a weakness and over fondness for baking. When Reita chooses to sleep in for the morning, havoc in the form of this hobby dominates the bassist's kitchen.


Status:  Complete.




Title: Fish Tales
Pairings: Ruki/OMC
Band: GazettE/White Noise
Rating: G

Summary: Ruki attempts to take on an arts and crafts project of a memory of a recent vacation to surprise his lover. The results, however, are less than perfect, and hilarity ensues.


Status:  Complete.



Title: The Stacks
Pairings: Ruki/OMC
Bands: GazettE/White Noise
Rating: G


Summary: Ruki and his lover pay a visit to the library to revive old memories of time spent together in college. However, when the two of them discover the stacks, Ruki proves to have other, less pure things in mind.


Status: Complete.




Title: Rooftop Cutouts
Pairings: Ruki/OMC
Bands: GazettE/White Noise
Rating: G

Summary: Ruki plans a romantic gesture for his lover on top of the shed of the garden roof.


Status: Complete.



Title: Mockingbird 
Pairings: Ruki/Reita
Band: GazettE
Rating: G


Summary: A casual evening in which Ruki invites Reita over for the typical Friday night activities ends up a bit differently for the both of them--and has Reita questioning his feelings towards the vocalist.


Status: Complete.



Title: Sunday Mornings
Pairings: Ruki/OMC
Band: GazettE/White Noise
Rating: G

Summary: A drowsy Sunday morning has Ruki lounging in bed and enjoying the company of his lover.

Status: Complete.




Title:Flightless
Pairings: N/A
Band: GazettE
Rating:  G

Summary: Separated from his lover, Ruki has to fight his own mental and physical entrapping to find out what's really important to him.


Status:  Complete.


Title: Something Blue
Pairings: Ruki/OMC
Band: GazettE
Rating:  G

Summary: Ruki muses on his lover and recounts what exactly it is that charms him so about the man.


Status:  Complete.



Title: Show Me Colors
Pairings: Ruki/Reita
Bands: GazettE
Rating: PG-13

Summary: Reita takes Ruki on a surprise date to a park, even though Ruki himself is less than thrilled about the prospect.


Status:  Complete.



Tile: Enien
Pairings: Ruki/OMC
Bands: GazettE/White Noise
Rating: PG-13

Summary: After Ruki's lover dies a slow, wasting death from a terrible disease, Ruki is left behind, and slowly gives in to his darker emotions and thoughts of despair, all leading towards a tragic end.


Status:  Complete.





Tile: Ashtray Hearts
Pairings: Ruki/Uruha
Bands:GazettE
Rating: NC-17

Summary: Reita is jealous of Uruha's relationship with Ruki, and harbors the opinion that it should have been him, instead. Unable to contain his bitter feelings, the follows the pair to their home one afternoon after rehearsal and is privy to more than he bargained for.


Status:  Complete.





Tile: Lipstick on Collars
Pairings: Ruki/Uruha
Bands: GazettE
Rating: NC-17


Summary: Uruha's attempts to get Ruki to loosen up on a night out on the town aren't exactly conventional--and Ruki finds himself pulled into Uruha's seduction and odd fetish habits.


Status: Complete.





Tile: Pull Harder on your Puppet Strings
Pairings: Ruki/Reita
Bands: GazettE
Rating: PG-13

Summary: Reita wants out of the relationship. He's tired of Ruki's abuse and his blatant manipulation. Ruki, on the other hand, has other ideas, and decides to remind him exactly who is holding the strings.


Status: Complete.



Title: Checkmate
Pairings: Ruki/Uruha
Bands: GazettE
Rating: NC-17


Summary: Uruha is tired of Ruki topping in the relationship, and decides to take matters into his own hands after a particularly distracting day of work.


Status:  Complete.



Tile: 'A' is for 'Apathy?'
Pairings: Ruki/Uruha
Bands: GazettE
Rating:NC-17


Summary: The first snow of the season turns out to bring out more than just the child in Ruki--as Uruha is bound to find out one cold winter's morning.


Status:  Complete.



Title: Heart Shaped Box
Pairings: Ruki/Reita
Bands: GazettE
Rating: PG


Summary: Ruki has never enjoyed this time of year. Not the sentimental type, he spends the day scoffing at the holiday until Reita devises a bold plan to change his mind about the holiday once and for all.


Status:  Complete.




Title:A Question of Mercy
Pairings:Ruki/Uruha
Bands: GazettE
Rating: R


Summary: Ruki is not happy with Aoi's sudden interest in Uruha, and decides to make that clear to the guitarist in a less than friendly manner.


Status: Complete.



Title: Addiction
Pairings: Uruha/Coffee maker
Bands: GazettE
Rating: G


Summary: Uruha has an admittedly unhealthy fascination with his coffee maker, and things get a little out of hand. Crack fiction.


Status:  Complete.




Tile: Recreational Pursuits
Pairings: N/A
Bands: GazettE
Rating: G


Summary: When Kai goes shopping for the band's needs, some of the items that his fellow band members have put on the list leave Kai feeling more than a little overwhelmed.


Status: Complete



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 Dir en Grey







Title: Clockwork
Pairings: N/A
Bands: Dir en Grey
Rating: PG-16

Summary: An AU-ish Kyo spends the night in a dirty motel, recounting to the whore who keeps him company how he got his scars.



Status: Complete.



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Multi-Chaptered Fics






Title: Anarchy Syndrome
Pairings: TBA
Bands: Various PSC
Rating: R


Summary: By day, they are the J-rockers that their fans know and revere. By nightfall, however, it's a different story, as these bands clash in a furious power struggle for the control of the city of Tokyo, forming alliances with each other and shunning others. In the end, only one band will emerge victorious--the question is, which of them will?



Status: Incomplete/abandoned.


Chapters:

01.  02.  03.


Title: The Rogue and the Prince
Pairings: Rune/Toshiro
Rating: PG-13


Summary: A wood nymph who prefers to take the form of a woodland fox, is unwillingly rescued by the High Prince of the Elven court. With no other recourse, the prince takes him back to his village, and the two begin to form a steadfast bond, with comical results and a touch of adventure and romance.


Status:  Hiatus.


Chapters:


01. 02. 03. 04. 05. 06.





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Dogs: Bullets and Carnage





Title: Fault
Pairings: Heine/Badou
Rating: PG-13


Summary: Badou muses on the relationship he shared and the quirks of his former partner in the aftermath of his death.


Status:  Complete.






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Original Fiction








Title: Dog Summer Blues
Pairings: Rune/Toshiro
Rating: PG


Summary: Toshiro's friend Akio bought him a fox cub for his birthday. While Toshiro is delighted, Rune is less than impressed by the kit's propensity for getting into trouble and making a general mess of things.


Status: Complete.





Title: Eating and Eating
Pairings: N/A
Rating: PG-13


Summary: Toshiro is never satisfied with himself. Empty and hollow inside, he turns to drugs, because it's only with the help of them that he can find even the smallest sliver of beauty within himself.



Status: Complete.





Title: Dreamweave
Pairings: Onyx/Jade
Rating: PG


Summary: After the untimely death of his lover, the warlock Onyx attempts to bring him back to this world with the aid of powerful black magic. But there is a reason that such magic is forbidden, and it does not come without cost.



Status: Complete.



Title: Spiral
Pairings:N/A
Rating: PG


Summary: After a bitter end to a relationship, Toshiro tries to begin the healing process by abandoning all the memories and objects that remind him of the man he's unable to get over. The process, however, isn't as simple as it seems, and it is prone to backfiring on him and leaving him more alone than he's ever felt.


Status:  Complete.


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